jaders
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Very sad. I would say almost everyone here is probably a very productive and tax paying member of our societies, with our only crime - the need to self medicate. It's so pathetic that this is the case. 10 years ago you probably wouldn't have had ANY issue obtaining those needed meds for quality of life.Glad to read other's stories, which are variations of my own. I have a neck issue, which would require surgery to possibly resolve ("possibly" - which is why no surgery, and potentially risky as well). The neck issue causes me terrible headaches. There is always a baseline level of discomfort, but one wrong move - or, one awkward night tossing or turning the wrong way on the pillow - and I could end up with a debilitating, level 10 migraine-like headache... (migraine-like: nausea, but bilateral and no aura. Other symptoms similar to a migraine, and sometimes relieved by throwing up). Because its migraine-like, I've taken every known migraine headache known to man... none work, however, because its not a true migraine. Well, scratch that: one class of meds does work, and does so incredibly well. But, well, those are simply not easily obtainable under almost any circumstance. If I survived getting hit by a train, with every bone broken, I'd be lucky to get three 50mg diclofenacs, an icy-hot patch, and a lollipop... the last with a long lecture about candy and the dangers of sugar. Frustrated? YES I am, so here I am toughing it out on my own because of absolutely ridiculous nanny-government. I've managed to live a decent and honorable life, but having to take care of myself and my health clandestinely gets VERY tiring.
I do know some folks in pain management who do get opioids prescribed at somewhat ok levels. Have you looked into any of this route? I know I could never stand the hoops they are put thru tho - UA's and counts, etc. But if someone did get adequate meds it might be worth it?
When you're self medicating the fear of not obtaining is always there, altho considering I've been doing this for a very long time - it does seem like there's always a way, if there's the will. Getting 2 reliable vendors and then splurging on getting as good of a stockpile to have as backup - those are my necessities that make the rest of it pretty tolerable.
I hope you find some stress relief here... No one should have to live in pain - especially when meds are available that work!